CHANGE...CONSEQUENCES...FUTURE

'Making a big life change is little scary..But regretting later is no better ' .

My first bing change in career finally did happen.It was more like "what goes back comes back" in the month of jan i was really upset about the lost career opportunity and a year down am writing this blog as an employee of that company.

Now am i happy having what i wanted 11 months back?  i don't know,Some how i feel destiny has been really kind to me for getting this opportunity and i should work a little harder to fulfill the expectations.Coming months are really crucial will it be a battle for survival or will i perform am not really sure.I really hope i come over these weird thoughts that i have been having ever since i have resigned my previous role where i have been performing @ an exception level well at least  people whom i have been working with thought so :) that i did.

wait the change didn't really end with my career i ended up buying a house yeah"AGAIN" seems odd for a 30 year old(yeah i turned 30 last month..Feels odd but yeah i have entered into the decade of grey hair age and i have a really bad hair loss directly proportional to my stress so i might even end up being bald in a year or 2 and that thought add more stress)to buy a home second time.Am really looking forward on whats on that front having though experienced the worst first time already i know it cant get worse than that.


I had a miserable first half of 2014 and kind of ok till november and some how am ending the year on a high."Times are always not the same isn't it" but yeah i wish the happier times continue ,I really hope that i start posting more +ve and happier blogs in 2015.

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Consequences of change are still unknown and future awaits this blog is only about the change so if you are really interested wait for my next post bye and a very happy new year.

This "Subdue" feeling

June already!!

This post is going to be  just a trail of insanity in me,Some times it feels we are surrounded by problems it needs a great deal of hope to fight this feeling,I always wonder when the comparison is right,Should we compare with people who are more successful which leads to this stupid feeling or should we compare with some one inferior to be happy or rather will it make you happy?

Its really funny when you read the situations you end up,Whether it is you being asked to interview a top college candidate  or being asked my same manager to join him again after me assuming he wouldn't see my face for what i have done to him.Am asusual confused abt what am doing currently and what i have to do or rather what i shud be doing, I know you are breaking head reading the post,i have already cautioned with my first line.

Last 3 months has brought a different set of experiences,I have been trying to cook,change my job,change the technology i have been working on ,But still this subdue feeling comes back haunting and i have no idea why?Am assuming a positive vibe would help me get over this  and i have absolutely no idea how this is gonna happen,Am just waiting to write a positive post this year and the current situation seems hopeless.


Am hoping to get my xbox fixed,Read a wonderful novel,Prepare for PMP,May be join another sem and the importantly Buy a flat in the coming 6 months

what does this to do list signify my hope or greediness? i leave the answer to you and eternity until next time :)

'Slope'py year

I have been little busy given the fact this is my first write up this year,The year has not been kind ,it didn't start well with me not well on 31st night coming back from eluru and falling sick thanks to the sugandi water .It was a long pending trip to visit lalli's so called native ;It was a going well until the car broke and we had to stay for one more night , I had to make an assignment for pd apparently to impress Dave to join although I realised latwr that was one good way to get rid of me after  he said he would take me with him to the new company.

The failure to crack s'now was upsetting however the biggest upset was due in Feb for all of us and I don't want to mention that here after a very hectic Feb march was ok although my career seems to have taken a slump considering where and how I was performing same time last year.I have started on my new assignment @ work it seems to be very challenging and although was the best option rather only option.

There are ups and downs in life and this year has been a slope may be a 60 degrees one :) I seem to have hit a straight road just now and though t this is the right time to write something now although I would like to write regularly.

The blog is little special its from my new fone a moto awesome isn't it ?

Wishing for some better times and positive things with new Telugu new yr coming up...