Everyday in my office i ask myself this question
am i satisified with what am working on ?
And the answer is always NO.
As a student i always feared what i would be doing when i come out of the study factory with a stamp on my head.
in college strictly an average student in studies who understood programming but didnt bother to understand theory subjects and being lazy to try different things in programming and happy with my avg marks was never really noticed by anyone.
Landing a job in top mnc was an achievement for some one like me but again it it hardly took any time to understand that you always like others work and your college friends/colleague's pay packet.My bashful nature never really helped me climbing the corporate ladder and the frustration only motivated me to change job but not address the root cause lazyness and my shy nature.
After some struggle ended up finding a good job and for the first time in my life arrogance creeped in and it only got better when i was asked to travel for the first time in my career but again
it hardly took any time to understand neither your arrogance nor the wonderful emails appreciating
you work are nothing but useless before braggarts.
And your back to your cross roads thinking what next? and you end up asking questions to yourself Is this what life is about?
Even if you climb the ladder are you happy with what you are doing?
And today while writing this am asking this question again and again will i be able to overcome
my lazyness or will i start working and leave it to tomm after 1 hr ?:)
I wish i had a better answer but for now i can say only time will tell.
am i satisified with what am working on ?
And the answer is always NO.
As a student i always feared what i would be doing when i come out of the study factory with a stamp on my head.
in college strictly an average student in studies who understood programming but didnt bother to understand theory subjects and being lazy to try different things in programming and happy with my avg marks was never really noticed by anyone.
Landing a job in top mnc was an achievement for some one like me but again it it hardly took any time to understand that you always like others work and your college friends/colleague's pay packet.My bashful nature never really helped me climbing the corporate ladder and the frustration only motivated me to change job but not address the root cause lazyness and my shy nature.
After some struggle ended up finding a good job and for the first time in my life arrogance creeped in and it only got better when i was asked to travel for the first time in my career but again
it hardly took any time to understand neither your arrogance nor the wonderful emails appreciating
you work are nothing but useless before braggarts.
And your back to your cross roads thinking what next? and you end up asking questions to yourself Is this what life is about?
Even if you climb the ladder are you happy with what you are doing?
And today while writing this am asking this question again and again will i be able to overcome
my lazyness or will i start working and leave it to tomm after 1 hr ?:)
I wish i had a better answer but for now i can say only time will tell.
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